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July 2nd, 2006 at 1:58pm] |
I figured I would come by and update*.. I went to Tenn. for a week .. so I havent really been on here much*.. Me and Josh broke up the other day .. We really werent right for each other.. but its all good* lol.. I got a new guy in mind*..I went camping friday and we still are.. i just came home for a lil while to shower and stuff.. well I gtg
leave me some comments*
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[Tuesday
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Just thought I would come by and update* EVerything has been really different lately and Me and JOsh aren't Doing too Good.*. I haven't talked to him in like week..And It RlY sucks big time*..and I don't really feel like typin anymore cya*
-Cort-*-
& she pretends she doesn't care; but really she cares [more] than anyone else EVER would.
--> As soon as U get online Whose Name Do U look for First? When a SLOW song comes on the RADIO Whose Face comes to Ur Mind First? When U hear Ur phone Ringing Who Do U HOPE it is calling? Whose NAME Makes Ur Stomach DROP WHen U Hear it? U know...<3
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[Tuesday
June 13th, 2006 at 6:20pm] |
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Hey well I just thought I would come by and update* Man the past few days have been really boring and I really don't get to talk to Josh that much..When one of us have sumthin to do then the other has sumthin to do the next nite ..its like we hardly ever talk.. or it seems like it to me. But I really love him more than anything and I guess I am just gonna have to wait and see how everything turns out..I even invited him to go camping with me this weekend but of course he had other plans..I don't know maybe I am being selfish or something I would just really like to spend time or talk to my boyfriend. But everyone has other things they half to do .. but he always does..I don't mean to seem like im raggin on him but I just really get tired. I mean it really hurts when we don't talk for a major amount of time, but I'd rather be with him .. than without him.. When we are together its just so perfect I don't know how to explain it..but it hardly ever happens.But oh well.. enough about my sad complaints..lol
Lately everything has been good I guess I went to Tenn. for awhile to get my mind off somethings and it really helped. It got me thinkin to some good things. We finally got our pool up and I went swimming the other day with my cousins it was fun. This week Im not doing anything.. mite go out sometime..so if anyone wants to do anything just let me know comment or sumthing*..well I gtg*
.*.L.e.a.v.e..m.e..s.o.m.e..l.o.v.e.*.
-Cort.
*Cort-n-Josh*
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June 4th, 2006 at 7:20pm] |
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-*-Hey guys I just thought I would come by and update since I was so bored*. There is never anything to do around here..Well to start off with my Weekend.*.
Friday*- I waited for Josh to call all day then I went to the movies with Josh and we watched Over the Hedge.*. It was a really cute lil movie*Then we talked for a bit and then I went home..And then Called Josh and talked to him like forever.*.
Saturday*- I got up at 2 and then went to my mams for breakfast/lunch lol*..Then I came home and we still had no water cause our pump had sumthing wrong with it ..so Then me and my sister went to my aunts house and took a shower and got my cousins and went out* We went to shannon's and cruisin and movie starz*. It was a lot of fun* Then we came home and watched a movie that was really good*
Today*-I got up early and my mom had fixed a big breakfast and then me and my cousins sat around for awhile and watched t.v. Then Nick called and asked me to spend the nite but I don't think Im going too.*. He also asked me to go to the zoo with him Friday but Im not sure yet if Im going to go* Then nick came up and I sat around with him for awhile and then a peacock walked up the road it was cool lol*. Then Nick left to go fishing and I watched t.v. and then went and ate up my mams house*Then I came back down the house and pretty much here I am*
-*-Well my weekend was pretty good and it seemed so long lol*..Chas is suppose to be comin back from tenn. tomm. but then they will prolly go back soon*. I hope this week isn't gonna be borin ..I think I might go do some shopping lol* Josh has been stayin at his aunt's So I really haven't got to talk to him that much . which really sux.. I mean the distance we have now is long enough* but I guess its all good* I will see him sumtime this week .. or I should*..If I don't imma be really mad .*. Well my life is going pretty good* Im just so glad there is no school*My friends are good* I really need to talk to more of them over the summer cause I lose touch to a lot of ppl*..My love life is pretty great as you can tell.*. Josh is the best..lol ( I have a pic of him on my comp. if anyone hasn't seen him yet) but I guess imma go fix up a few things*
-*-ta ta-*-
--Cort--
*Cortney Lynn and Joshua Wayne- 4 eva and always*
 .-*-t.e.x.t..m.e.s.s.a.g.e..l.o.v.e-*-.
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[Sunday
May 28th, 2006 at 1:11am] |
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Hey guys just thought I would come by and update..well break has been really good I guess ..well the gettin out of school part..I got my last report card today and it had a C on it and I was so mad ..She told me I had a B and then she went and changed it....oh well.. sem is wat really counts anyways..this week has been good, I went out a lot and had tons of fun..but I didn't get to see Josh.. He's gone to pigeon fordge with his family..but he will be back Monday..thank god cause I am already going crazy not talking to him.We are doing a lot better now which I am so glad because I really love him ..I mean really love him...he is a really great guy..I know I mite seem werid about it.. but I really love him so much ..he means the world to me. Me and my family are going somewhere on vac. but im not sure where yet..but we were talking about it..I can't wait I love getting away and doing stuff with my family. Today was pretty good day Me, my sis, and my mom got up and went to whitesburg and I got a new shirt and I bought Nick a little golf set. Then we came home and me, my sis, and my mam went and got our pics made and then I came home and we went out to the camp ground and stayed for a long time to see nick and them. Then came home and went up Chas's house and went swimming for a lil bit and then played poker and watched the pistons..and that pretty much leads to now..and I really miss Josh..and im tired so imma go*
cya*
-Cort~
-*-Cortney Lynn ~N~ Joshua Wayne-*-4-15-06
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May 15th, 2006 at 6:43pm] |
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Today makes one month.*.!! I love you Josh.*.
*4-15-06*
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[Tuesday
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.*.Hey guys just thought I would leave a small update..since I have nothing else to do.Im waiting on Josh to get home but it seems like it is taking him forever..I just hardly ever get to talk to him and long distance is really hard..ya have no idea, but we are gonna make it work I just know it..I really love him so much, its crazy Sat was our 2 weeks but we went out Friday for it.. I love bein with him it just makes me feel so happy. He is such a great guy and Im so darn lucky to have him.*.Well Im going to go cause Im waiting on a phone call.*.
Cort-n-Josh*
.*.Every Second Im not with you I miss you more and more.*.
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[Saturday
April 22nd, 2006 at 10:04pm] |
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Omg guys..This has been the best nite of my life ever..Me and Josh went out to the movies and I had so much fun*
It was so awesome we saw Ice Age 2 the meltdown*..I just had so much fun bein with him*
Josh-Bein at the movies tonite..has really made me think about how lucky I am to have you. You are the bestest ever and I love you so much*..I had so much fun just bein with you. I loved our holding hands and I loved how you keep kissing my arms lol..Tonite was just so perfect I couldn't even imagine a better nite..Everytime that I looked into your eyes, I just couldn't stop you are my everything. I never want to be without you. Our first kiss was so amazing and tonite was nothing less. Josh I love you so much, you mean everything to me.Im really glad you got to meet my parents because they really like you. I love you so much.*.
Tonite was prom and I didn't get to go see everyone walk in because I went to the movies with Josh which I so totally loved it as you can tell. He is just so amazing ya guys have no idea.Well imma go talk to my man*
-Cort
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I love to see you smile
And I love knowing that I caused that smile
I love to see you happy
And I love knowing that I caused that happiness
I love to look into your beautiful eyes
And I love the way I fall into them
I love it when you hold my hand
And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours
I love to tease and torment you
And I love it when you tease and torment me
I love it when you touch me
And I love to touch you
I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you
And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel
I love wanting so badly to kiss you
And I love the way you want to take things slow
I love the fact that you still want to be my friend
And I love that I want to be yours
But most of all
I love that your you*
Hey guys just thought I would come by and update since I am so totally bored.. Shew I never have anything to do.. oh well lets see I have been doing good. Me and Josh have been ok lately.. He is the bestest ever.. and so sweet even though we did have our first arguement last nite.. :( ..so that wasn't fun but its over with now..So that's good I only got to talk to him a lil bit today cause he went out.. no time for me today..oh well .. but I called some ppl to get my mind off of talkin to him.. and I did some homework even though It was really hard well I thought so..But I can't wait till Friday me and Josh are going to the movies.. We better or imma be so mad lol.. Not sure what we are gonna see yet tho lol.. Well Im tired and I gotta get up early so Im going to go*
love ya lots*
Cortney-
*Cort -n- Josh*
(oh yeah I wrote that up there lol)(omg DId you guys see Chris GO up On American IDOL urgghh Im so mad hes the best ever!!!!!!)
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It's kind of crazy
I have all these feelings inside
But I got to say baby
Bein with you seems so right
Every other day I find myself
Wishin you were here
wishin you were near
Im out of mind
Im going insane
How can all this
feel like pain
I wanna be yours....
I can breathe
I can see
what's wrong with me
Why won't you take the time
Just to be
with me
Thats all I really need...
Because Every other day
I find myself
Wishin you were here
wishin you were near
Im out of mind
Im going insane
How can all this
feel like pain
I wanna be yours....
I wanna be yours.....
Today
Tommorrow
for the rest of my life
I wanna be yours
So you'll hold me tight
Is that so much
that I have to ask
Because I can breathe
I can see
what's wrong with me
Why won't you take the time
Just to be
with me
Thats all I really need...
Thats a song I wrote awhile ago*I just had to update and tell ya about what happened.I met this guy and we started talkin and now we are datin im so happy. This is like the best day ever in my life. He is so sweet and he means the world to me, and I hope he knows that. We stayed up talkin on the phone forever last nite and it was so great, im so glad that I met him and I don't think I could have found any better guy in this world.
Joshua Wayne Ridings<3 .*.4-15-06.*.2:48 a.m.
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Hey guys just thought I would come by and update since I was bored. I am so glad we are finally on spring break, even thought we only have five days and thats including the weekend but hey at least we get some.
Yesterday was fun we went to the college MECC for some career thing and we ate at dairy queen..which was fun and I sat with Jasmine on the bus and we caught up on a few things..Life has been crazy for the past month or so.But Im glad she finally found someone that is good to her.. He sounds really sweet*.But anyways.. we didn't get back to school till like 3:40 which sucked because alot of ppl missed thier buses so they got excused from doing their homework lol..But after that I came home and went with Chas to get her hair cut and it looks really cute..Im going to dye mine soon to a Sandy color..but Im waiting for summer in case it looks awful and I have to change it lol..Tomm. I have to get up early and go to work with Mom so thats gonna suck but then we are going to go out and get me some new clothes and stuff for Easter..Which is gonna be so much fun*.. Then IM going to the movies more than likely too see Scary Movie 4..And thats pretty much it*
Friends*
As for friends we are doing pretty good..I have made alot of new ones and I have lost alot but it all equals out I guess..Me and Charity have had alot of fites but I guess we are still friends.. Me and Jasmine have came alot closer I think .and to one of my new bestest friends Melissa she's the best lol*We have some really good times haha* especially in Gym Class.
But hey Ya gotta love your friends*
GUys*
Well what Can I say* I met a new guy..Yess! lol..And he is so great*and sweet and all the other things* I can't even describe him*He does live a little far away but I really hope this works out*He is just the sweetest* and I really like him alot..I dunno there is just sumthin about him that gives me butterflies.*.So wish me luck* I <3 you hun*
Family*
We are all doing good.. I can't wait until Sunday when I get to see most of them..Its gonna be lots of fun*Happy Early Easter everyone lol*
Well I guess that pretty much sums it all up*
-Cortney
Its not about what you do in life that matters its about who you are*
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Have ya ever met a guy and he seemed so great. Well Im sure you have but won't admit it.Well I did and I even started likin him alot. And ever since the first time I heard him on the phone and heard his voice, I miss him every second of my life. I knew I found someone special.Even though I barely even know him, I still have really strong feelings for him.And now every time my phone rings, I get excited but the truth is it's hardly ever him. He tells me he's going to call me later but he hardly ever does.Im not sure if I am suppose to take that as a rejection or what. But he calls ever now and then and acts just fine. He has even called me a Ass but for some reason I don't even care, I like him too much. But I don't know how to tell him about how I feel.I wouldn't call it love not just yet, but it's definatly a crush. Although we just started talking,I really think we click, He seems to really understand me and hes exactly the kind that makes me tick. He makes me smile and laugh, I never knew this would happen but it's really kind of nice but I'm taking it slow this time.Cause my heart's been broken once. But that still doesn't mean that I don't wanna try with him.Sometimes I get caught up and I get nervous when we talk and I feel like I could cry when he's away. I have these feelings, deep inside feelings that I have to hide, I don't know if he feels that way too And I don't know what to do.It's like I can be speechless and stare at nothing 'cause im just so amazed that I found this incredible person. I think bein with him would be my dream because everyone is someone's dream and this kinda of certainty comes, but once in a lifetime.<3
*Leave some comments*
*Randoms*
- School is almost out.Yess!!!!
- Degrassi was new tonite*.. I love that show its the best*
- I really want to talk to him*
- My room is a mess.
- Jealous?
- Aww Boo
(you scared me lol)
- I love you*Spanish and French*
- I wanted to f'in take a picture*
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Hey guyes I just thought I would come by and update since I haven't in a long time*.. Not too much is going on.. it seems my life is so dull.. all I ever do is get up go to school then come home and do my homework and then over and over again...Well I didn't go to school yesterday or today.. I have the flu and it really sucks.. i went to the doctor today and he told me to stay home tomm. But I really need to go tomm. So I will prolly end up going.. or at least my last two classes..I can't wait till we get out of school.. its killin me.. Shew I have no tatse so like everything I eat is like rubber .. urgh.. hopefully it will go away soon. I took my temp. earlier and it was 101.0 ..so thats not good.. but its going down now.. I think its only 100.0..lol Yeah I know this is a really boring update.. but oh well.. My ol friend from Florida is in and hopefully I will get to see him before he goes back..
GUys_*
Well I dont have a boyfriend right now.. but I do like someone. .but Im not too sure if they like me .. but Im going to find out soon.. lol.. BUt I hope everything will go good..
Friends_*
Well I got some.. Some good .. some not.. and some that act so stuck up and hang with snotty ppl.. but it's all good.. at least I know I have a few good ones..
School_*
Well All I can really say .. is that I can't wait till its over ..lol*..
Well I guess Im gonna go get on Icq ..cause Alex said he needed to talk to me about something.. and he sounded really serious.. so I Hope nothing is wrong or anything like that*...welp cya
-Cort*.
Relationships are like racing, when you do it for love you've already won!
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[Tuesday
March 21st, 2006 at 7:34pm] |
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Not sure why Im updatein but Im really bored and I got a new layout.. its not as pretty as I thought It would be but oh well.. I'll get a new one later.. Im just to lazy to fix it.. I dunno why I even bother.. its not like anyone reads it or leaves me comments.. Today was actually pretty good.. some kids had a fieldtrip so we did nothing all day* and thats always a plus.!!My life has been ok I guess not the best but hey im alive..I really like this guy and im just not sure if its gonna.. well im not sure if he is gonna give me a chance.. but I guess it will work out for the best or I hope so.. well Imma go download a few songs..*.oh yeah.. Jasmine's pap died so keep her family in your prayers*.. Im sry Jas I love ya lots* well I guess I better go*
Cort*
.*.If I don't cry Do you think I don't feel If I look away
Doesn't mean I don't see And just because I want
Someone when I'm alone Doesn't mean I'm helpless
That I can't stand on my own How strong do you think I am
How much can I take of this Am I a rock or a rose or a fist
Or the breath at the end of a kiss How deep do you wanna go
'Cause I'll go there if I can You make it harder than it has to be,
how strong do you think i am .*.
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